Hello November! For those of you who are writing as quickly as possible before the holidays, then you know what its like to get up early or stay up late to work on a project that not everyone is 100% behind.
I was thinking about this prompt yesterday, and so I decided to write about it. I am a single, 24 year old female who enjoys to write, watch wrestling and all sorts of nonsense on YouTube. I have bouts of depression and anxiety, that comes in waves and can take me out from feeling like I exist in a world that’s not my own. I am living and existing yes, but who I am fades away in those dark moments.
And then, a matter of days or weeks later, I am moved to write. To continue working on the talents that were given to me, and that I am sharpening to refine. We can talk about the “God Complex” later, but for now, I’ll word everything as a sign from the Universe. The Universe we live in is grand and vast with options that us humans never see. And when we do open up our eyes, then you can say that the feeling of living is more powerful than before.
So that was a random tangent about living and the like, which is why I enjoy NaNoWriMo so much. What I have been feeling inside becomes words in my writings, and the inner critic is gone.
So, what is it like to live with me? I am my own worst critic, but I can think of a lot of the negative traits, its easy to do so. First off, my mental health and personal health has improved over the years, but every fall I tend to return to my negative self, and forget about all the process I have made.
Just a couple of months a go, I recognized the patterns of my life, and am beginning to work on my greatest version. By, in short, rerouting my continuous “mistakes” into positive events in my life. Like how I need to clean my house and do the dishes, but I’ll deal with it later.
Now to the fun things, of what its like to live with me. I’m a Gemini-Cancer Cusp child, so I have lots of interesting personality traits.
I actually hardly ever go out with friends. Its really rare when I do, because I work on such a tight budget that I try to save as much money as possible. Most nights, I’ll either be watching WWE/Wrestling (my favorite sport) or Star Trek, or writing. I spend a lot of my time, working on my creative visions I seek for myself and others.
In the mornings, I enjoy writing daily and then going straight to the gym. I’ve started building up my running schedule, so it’s nice to run out in nature or on the treadmill. To me, running is a freeing process from all stress and worry. Or, from a positive view point, running could be viewed as running towards your goals.
Working on becoming my greatest version has become a mission statement for myself this month. Affirmations and meditation has become a part of my life over the course of the year. Meditation can help remove clouds from the sky and help us focus on being in the moment in our daily lives.
I love nature and Eco-friendly living. I don’t buy as many clothes as I use to, because I realized life was more than what you own; its about what you give to world. I recycle like crazy and try to save on my use of toxins. I love shopping at Lush Cosmetics, because just one store is making a difference in the way I go about living Eco-Friendly. And it was because of living Eco-Friendly, I started living by a vegetarian diet over three years ago. I have moments when I forget about my diet and I “cheat” but I have learned what is good to eat, and what is not.
Which, goes back to writing. Writing, the arts, etc. is all a part of my world. I am a musician at heart, and music is a large part of my world. Someday, I want to write a blog about the influence of Michael Jackson’s music.
Just earlier this year, I began collecting Vinyl Records. I love the ability to listen to Vinyl’s (even if they weren’t a part of my generation). To see the vinyl spin is like watching the music swirl around us. Its a beautiful moment, to just sit and listen to music like that.
My house is clean and organized, even my desk is free from clutter. To me, having less clutter around helps clear out negative energies with owning things and the like. Owning less doesn’t mean that you are (of value) less. We can all still be enough, even if we don’t have everything we want or need.
This is NaNoWriMo- where words don’t always make sense, but you write anyways. This was quite fun to ramble about, and I am hopeful that you found this quite entertaining to read, to say the least.
Thank you for taking the time to read this oddly written post. Trust me, my articles aren’t typically written like this but I felt like writing like this today (shout out to the Universe), for the creative energy today). You can feel free to follow me on Twitter, Pinterest, and Instagram. My username is, for all the accounts, DanielleSully19.
Have a good day,